...and I'm stupid for loving him!

The guy I've been dating lately made me listen to that song...
Maybe as a prevention?... I mean a way to tell me he's still looking for someone better than me?!?!?
Anyway, Willie Nelson's telling at the end of the song, he originally wanted to entitle it: "Stupid". But it didn't sound as beautiful as crazy.
This is true, but I think the meaning of being stupid is what matches best, so for me it's Stupid!
Stupid for feeling so lonely.
Stupid for feeling so blue.
I knew that he'd love me as long as he wanted.
Then one day, he'd leave me for somebody else.
And I'm worried. Why the hell do I let myself worried about us.
Still wondering, what in the world did I (not) do.
I'm so super stupid, for thinking that my love could hold him.
I'm stupid for trying, for crying, for lying and pretending.
And I'm stupid for still loving him.

Jour pour jour!

If I believed in destiny or all this shit, I would say it was meant to be because of the date it is today... But as I don't I'll just say it is a weird hasard, just a beautiful coincidence... Anyway it could not have been more perfect because today is the day! This day only happens once a year so why on this special day, I don't know, I can't tell, it is just a magic day! It's our time of the season for loving as is Colin Blunstone's voice echoing on my mind ;-) http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nqnuI9K5ct4